
Here is a shot of how amazing God was this morning on my bike ride!
It's hard to imagine people don't believe in God or that he created our Earth and everything in it. How intricate it is! I am still amazed daily of the blessings we are given from him. Just look around and he can be seen! Stop the excuses, OPEN YOUR EYES AND HEARTS for GOD!
Romans 1:18-20 The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their wickedness, since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities- his eternal power and divine nature- have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.
This verse has been on my heart for the last week or so. I remember back 4.5 years ago when I was blasting though life, living it however I wanted. I believed in many different evolutionary theories and was a huge promoter of NOT LOVING GOD. I didn't need a "HIGHER POWER" to get through things because I had alcohol, drugs, self harm, anything and everything to subside any type of emotional distress or feelings that I wanted erased as quickly as possible. I had grown up in an amazing family, and I even attended Catholic mass with my grandmother on occasion. I just didn't believe. I was blind to EVERYTHING the LORD had given to me, to the world. To reflect on my own life and how insa
ne of a lifestyle I was living, I am at times shocked and amazed that the Lord STILL WANTED ME on His team. Salvation couldn't have come at a better time in my life. I was lost, on a winding road to HELL without an exit sign for miles. It was a ride that I had bought and paid for without any form of refund except through CHRIST'S BLOOD and THE CROSS!
Lately I have been reflecting on a lot of my past and how it has influenced my life today. Even though I wasn't, and still am not, a perfect Christian, my heart yearns DAILY for the SPIRT of GOD to be in me. Through his WORD and PRAYER, the characteristics of the God I love and serve are made apparent, and I continue to try and strive to put them into my life practically.
The Lord has truly blessed my life with the ability to do hair, and He truly saved my life by giving me Brixton. I honestly believe my own self-destruction would have killed me had I not been given such an incredible gift from God. I was drowning in a sea of bad choices, negative friendships/relationships, and a 100% commitment to the world. I knew truth but didn't care. I was going to do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted. I probably w
ouldn't have graduated school on time let alone early, nor would I have turned from the lifestyle I was living. I never thought I, Ashley Harvey, would have a rock bottom. Maybe I never actually hit it; it's definitely possible the Lord saved me from it before my face was mangled by sharp rocks as I plunged to death by the world.
Isaiah 29:13 The Lord says:
"These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me.
Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men.
This verse shot me right where it was supposed to, MY HEART! It makes me think of questions to be in prayer about:
- Am I coming to the Lord with my mouth in prayer, yet not trusting His answers in my heart?
- Do I SAY I am living for the Lord and honoring Him, yet not believing it in my heart?
- What are the desires in my heart and do they honor the Lord?
- How often to do I put the Lord on the back burner to worship the world?
- Am I divided by my desires for eternity in Heaven and my desires to "fit in"?
- Can I demolish this division?
I continue to pray for these things in my life and also in the lives of others around me. I THANK GOD DAILY for my salvation, and for saving me from MYSELF! I did not deserve to be handed a detour from Hell and honestly NO ONE does! BUT the Lord wants me, wants you, wants us to be on his team. He loves us and wants all his children to know who he is.... what is stopping you?
1 Timothy 2:3-4
This is good, and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth.
My precious son as he sleeps... the only time he is calm! I love him!